If you have been going to church “all your life” but have never once felt like jumping up and down, or dancing, or singing out loud, or declaring under your breath, “Yes, God, i love you too,” then i can honestly say you do NOT know God yet. You may “know about” Him, but you dont know Him personally.
You go to church every Sunday, but dont feel a thing. You come back as empty as you were before. Why? I am guessing it’s because your church is “dead”. The only reason you go there is because you are “dead” too. Sort of. And i mean that in the nicest possible way 🙂